Confused and sad

EDIT: i-i think it's solved. I'm not sure, i'm still afraid to talk to her. Maybe i should wait...



I've just fucked up EVERYTHING. It started off with me having a panic attack, again. Then i got attacked with eggs.

And now i've even made one of my friends angry. I don't even know what i'm doing wrong! A lot of other friends have been ignoring me and getting mad at me lately. I'm really becoming afraid to say anything lately. It's like everything i say makes people angry anymore.

Am i really that annoying and/or Mean?

I just don't know anymore, everyone...